yes yes my lovelies, things have gone from bad to worse. as if I didn't have enough trouble with my father, maintaining the balance of friends, dealing with digestive tract issues (I think something's wrong internally...), and life in general.....

I go and do something THIS TERRIBLY STUPID!!!! Dx<
gawd! I hate myself so much right now!!!!!!!!!!!


you see, I think I just broke my wrist.

for those of you who don't know, Iris works a part-time job, babysitting. the kids are three of my mom's co-worker's kids, and while I love them to bits, they like to go to the YMCA too much.

since I have no car, we ride bikes... and... well.. on the way home the Thomas (the boy I babysit---- he has an older and a younger sister; Hope and Maddison) wanted to pass me. I moved over to the edge, and accidentally went into the grass, I moved to go back onto the sidewalk and the tire caught on the lip of the cement and down I went. my first hand stuck it's landing... but my right slipped out from under me and was wrenched out behind me, tearing my thumb to ribbons and my palm to shreds; but what hurt was my wrist.

now it's all swollen and it hurts like no other to move.


it's in a wrap, and at least I can mostly move all my fingers... but I can't DRAW!!!!
it hurts too much to move my thumb that way and my grip totally sucks at the moment!!!! D =


I was worried that I couldn't type either, but through patience and effort it seems I can without too much discomfort.

*siiiiiiiighs* well, this really does suck.
I'll update you all on this later. all I know for now is it might be a sprain (I hope) but it could be a break.... and I am probably going to the doctors in 2-3 days to check it out. (gonna give it time to go down some).

hope and pray for the best, okay?

we really don't have the money right now to deal with broken bones... u__u